because my mother often go to him and his aunt playing mahjong

HTML stencil life can only love again I am 25 years old this year ,all the past is like a dream ,I really regret my first so easily to a do not love me, I also miss at the age of 18 in a field not love love ,that makes my life unforgettable boy .
If my memory serves me well and his acquaintance should thank my mother ,because my mother often go to him and his aunt playing mahjong ,I find my mother and saw him ,then do not know why may I offer your unrequited love ,he always smile to me ,that kind of smile make me upset ,confused me .
I remember now I was really funny, grow very fat is earth ,and now I simply compared the if two people .At that time every day the United States to death, that will stay with him .To tell the truth, he is really very clever scheming to many people ,then love simple life ,his mouth never kissed ,only wish to meet, sitting next to him to hear him speak of his past story ,and he went to play ,to help him make dumplings .
I help my mother to see the phone booth ,he when they will be every day to accompany me .In the eyes of all our love, but I don know why he always told me be neither friendly nor aloof ,I really love him, should not say love is good .
To him I also and my mother had a quarrel ,a day without him I get one .Remember the fifteen when he returned to his home ,a place not far from us ,and of course I miss him every day ,looking forward to his back ,everyday expect him to give me a call .
But more than 10 days ,only I called him, he was never called me .Finally he came back, but he is like a different man ,no longer find I don see me .I was so sad so sad ,I told him that I miss him more than 10 days ,the days of my years ,in order to pass the time I wrote a lyric .
How could he do this to me ?I was really stupid ,thought he knew I loved him so ignore me ,in order to stay with him and I wrote him a letter ,telling him I just want to make friends with him ,told him I can not be ignored ,to tell him he will always be my big viagra .
I don read the letter after he was the same as before ,to accompany my chat ,every day to smile at me .I was really good to meet ,even if only ever so I very happy very happy .Time passed day by day ,there are many girls love him,Denver Broncos Jersey, but he is completely indifferent ,still the same and I contact, our relationship is not clear ,for his dependence is also more and more deep .
One night he lay in bed ,I said to him up ,oh ,Love without end,pretty woman, he took me by the hand ,for the first time, he said he wanted to stay forever, my good night happy happy happy .Thought we together ,think he .
But I was wrong ,until I told him that he was telling me to let a person can believe the fact ,he said he did not want to trouble me ,because he has a leg is false ,previously had a thing after that ,every day now also had to go to the hospital to check ,the young can also to the old words may be paralyzed with .
Can this be true ?Why I can not find ,I was on the phone to shout I don ,I don ,I don believe in everything that you say ,even if it is true I will be most willing to look after you for a lifetime, but his answer is NO .
That night I was very drunk ,mother scared almost put me to the hospital ,I even go to the drugstore to buy sleeping pills ,would also like to thank the doctor could see I wasn it didn sell me .
A drunk after the exchange is awake ,I to his heart with dead ,no matter the future too hard,because when I was drunk that night I was asking him to come to see me he didn though later I heard his friend said he was crying too ,I have every day,but that is not important to me ,because I to his heart died, I swear from now on will never love anyone .
Because I believe that one can only love one .Later he came to me ,again when he has no feeling, he said that I am when his old iron ,dreaming !Later I heard him to find a girlfriend ,then finally understand ,the so-called compromise but he doesn me, and was afraid after it hurt me ,because he said I was a good girl ,who later married I would be very happy ,don lie is so funny .
Things in the past so long, I now have their own companion ,but I never told him about him ,but I believe that even if I lose now he would not think of anything to drink like a Dutch act ,I know that I could never pay so much love for who ,on my old male is probably true it ,but no way ,because life can only love one .
Now rarely would not think of him ,he may now children are very ,very happy now, before very hate him but not now ,I hope he will remember me ,hoping he would occasionally think of me,